New things...

So...

Long story short, I went to my doctor who is weaning me off of Abilify (yay!) and is starting me back on Lexapro. I know that I need something for my anxiety, and Lexapro did used to work. However, he has me on 10mg and I think I need to be on 20mg. I'm stuck in a weird state of limbo right now where I'm not the filling in an insanity cake, but I'm also not completely out of the woods. I feel slightly depressed. I should probably wait until I'm completely off the Abilify. I don't think I can make any sound decisions about how effective the Lexapro is until I'm off the other thing. I'll be off it in about 2 weeks, so I will check back in then.

My doctor also put me on a bunch of liquid B vitamins. I asked if I could just take pills, but he says they don't work (I want all the money back I've even spent on them!!) They taste awful but they're supposed to be really good for me, so I'm giving them a shot. Again, it's not only hard to tell how I'm really feeling due to the fact that I'm still weaning off of one drug, but it's also over 100 degrees, so lethargic is my key descriptor at the moment.

I have a lot of other things I want to post about, but seeing as this isn't really anonymous....I can't. Who knows, maybe one day I'll cave and just spill it all :).